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(You Have A New Email!)

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…And poof!!! Something did come. Some news on a Presidential level! I got a message by way of email saying Paris and I are personally invited to send gifts to the First Family for their First Puppy! I feel like Cinderella getting a special invitiation to the ball, and Paris is my Fairy-God-Dog! “Destiny by Rayna Tamarin” is my latest addition to my pet fashion brand. Paris and I are more than pleased to give. You will all be able to read about it in “In Touch Weekly Magazine” and on their website very soon. Thank you to WOW Creations Media! And thank you Universe! There are opportunities for those wishing to distribute “Destiny by Rayna Tamarin” please email info@raynatamarin.com to gain access to the SECRET distributor only site.

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On my eternal travels today as always, taking in the scenery with total appreciation and always open to finding more keys to the Truth.  Maybe today I could give one of my keys to another Doll, should I run into anyone. Perhaps I could inspire an awakening in them.  But suddenly for a moment I noticed where I was —where I am right here, right Now.  Just there —er here, I met a golden man (clearly not a Doll) standing at a Crossroads…

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: Which road did you come by?

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: Excuse me? Oh, um… The one I am standing on.

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: Yes but now the road is upside down. Are you certain that is the right road? You are standing upright.

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: (As I turned to look down and behind myself the road shifted again.) Now it only goes in the opposite direction.

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: How curious, hm? Ha ha.

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: Why are you just standing here? Deciding which way to go?

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: I am a metaphor. Do you see all the roads at this Crossroads?

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: Now I do. Now that I am aware of them.

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(All of a sudden as if out of the shadows or thin air, I could see not just two roads intersecting to make four but there were roads everywhere! There were roads between roads, roads on top of roads, roads inside roads, upside down roads, backwards roads, roads inside out, some were in technicolor while others were faded, some were transparent, some were completely indescribable and alien in nature and seemed to exist in several dimensions at once!)

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: Wow…there is a road going right through me! There is one right above my head and the one under my feet is now moving like a conveyor belt but I am not moving with it.

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: This is what is always available to us. In fact we can not, not be right here. I stand here as a metaphor of a Deliberate Human Being at an endless Crossroads. However if you came to meet me as your dog Paris, I would appear in like-form to her —a Deliberate Companion in the Dog form. You see, no matter if the roads move or if we move on them, we will always be right here —at a Crossroads.

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: So if at any time I shift my perception to the Now then I will always be here?

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: Where are you Now?

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: Right, ha ha…..here.

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: We are all right here all the time and the roads are always moving, changing with each step. So while you are always here, you are never in the same place you were before. Never the same place twice, but always here.

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: What are these roads for? What do they represent?

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: Represent or re-present? Ha ha, it is always the present here over and over again. Here you are, you were just here, here you are again, here you will be in one moment. Hello again, here we are. But to answer your question, these roads are choices, preferences and paths. A pretty easy metaphor. They are roads. And these roads go places.

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: I thought you said the roads all lead here —that I am always going to end up right here.

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: Oh yes, no mistake, the roads lead right here each and every time, but the roads are going places indeed. They move around, change, take you to another time and place within your time/space perception, but since it is always Now, well you are always here. Quite a paradox it seems, but this is Truth. I personally re-present anyone, everyone as well as every thing in existence. We are all here together infinitely with infinite choices. Now which way shall you go?

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: Well I ought to consciously choose a direction. Okay, well I’ve been on an inner journey so I guess I’ll take that inside out road that manifests as a tunnel.

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: How does your choice of road feel?

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: Right for me right now. I feel good, almost excited —yes I am confident and passionate about this choice of road!

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: It is therefore your next logical step on your path. Joyous journey! I’ll be seeing you —right here!

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: Ha ha! Thank you and see you again… Now!

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And with that, I took a conscious step and landed on another Crossroads inbetween Crossroads, right where I would again choose my next logical step on my path. Now anytime I consciously shift my focus to the Now, I can see all of the infinite roads and once again I am greeted by the happy golden soul I call the Crossroads Key Keeper.

As I was traveling Downstream on a dream boat one evening, I heard a familiar joyous tune echoing from another tiny ship…

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: Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream.

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: Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream. Hey thanks for the inspiration.

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: Ha ha ha, oh my pleasure, my dear.

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: And it’s so true!

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: Oh yes! It’s so very easy to simply write it off as some childrens’ song, but a lot of the most profound things in life are simple.

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: The most simple things have the most meaning and you are exactly right.

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: A joyous journey to you, my dear.

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: And you, thank you.

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As I sailed on I thought about the Water. It had been brought to my attention that Water is perceived to have no purpose of its own. It was said to only be at the mercy of others in a sense. A Doll-minded misreading. For example, it is moved by outward forces, it is consumed, lifted into the air and dropped as rain, it falls and runs at the will of gravity, but there is much more. Water is ‘be’. The beauty of Water and Water purpose is that of a Crystal. In each Crystal of Water, each frozen flake or unfrozen molecule is Grand Memory like a computer chip. The form each flake Crystal reflects is a physical form interpretation of that which it has received, heard, witnessed or that which it has seen. Water is moved by outward forces and is easily persuaded in various directions, but always Downstream. To be in the Downstream is to “go with the flow”, be open to knowledge, to learn, collect, receive and allow. To ‘be’ is more than ‘becoming’. For when you are ‘be’ you are already there. By “there” I mean receptive to and in alignment with Source, All-That-Is and then, rain back down as individual experiences in order to expand All-That-Is and continue the perfect cycle again and again for the Joy of Expansion. We are also bodies of Water and intake the quickening of knowledge of Earth’s (and Earths) past, present and future if we are equally open and receptive as we drink from the Fountains of Earth. When you ingest Water and food “you are what you eat (and drink)” and so you too, ‘be’ and be that which is Water. Cheers!

: Standing before you may appear to be two Doll-types. But if you can wear different glasses or see through different eyes (maybe not through eyes at all) you will see a Deliberate Human and a Deliberate Companion in the Dog form. Paris and I are together and apart on our journeys. Sometimes Shapeshifting and voyaging through the eyes and hearts of one another. From each new vantage we can think thoughts in different thought forms and see things that from our own bodily projection and perception were not there.  In the Great Web there are many times many things to encounter, create and observe. If you will awaken, your plastic will fall away, but You can never melt.

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I want you to get to know me and what I do a little bit better. I only want this because I feel that I have things to share and I want to share those things with whoever finds this while searching through the intertwined, invisible, yet seemingly organized space called the internet. One thing I like about the internet is that while it seems to reside in space, it seems not to have anything to do with time. Therefore maybe it is a step closer to uniting physical time and space with the nonphysical timeless space between us all. As a Doll-Minded person you have thought you were being all you could be, doing all you could do, having all you could have, but… you have not. Here, in my Blogisodes, I want to break you out of your plastic mold. But I, of course, can not do this for you —you have to want it for yourself. I will do all I can by sharing with you my art, music, passions, talents, gifts and thoughts only in an effort to live as an example. If you are not interested in anything I have to say here, I wish you a pleasant journey of finding what does inspire you and welcome you back in the future when you arrive at The Crossroads and want to receive your Key to the Truth. For those who are wanting and are ready to receive their Key and their Truth, come with me…

: How was your Thanksgiving dinner? Mine was excellent!!! I enjoyed the company of my lovely sweetheart Jorge’s family which is also my own family. I spoke with my relatives near and far. What a special gift. Remember that EVERY DAY you must be thankful and have Gratitude for all of your blessings. The Universe gives you everything you ask for both wanted and not wanted. So make sure you focus on what you do want and not what you don’t want. Your feelings will guide you revealing how close you are to what is wanted and not wanted. Good feelings = You’re close to the things you want and far from anything you don’t want. Bad feelings = You are close to the things you don’t want and far from anything you do want. Always give thanks and continue to reach for next best feeling thought because each small ounce of a feeling of relief moves you one step closer to what you want. The answer is always YES, so what are you asking the Universe for right now?  What have you been asking for lately?  You can tell by what has been showing up and manifesting in your life!  Good Thinking + Good Thanking = Things Wanted. Emotions reveal the distance between you and things both wanted and not wanted. Simple math isn’t it? YES. Here’s another equation: Give your Good Thoughts to the Universe with Good Feelings + Good Intention + Gratitude = Get Good wanted things.  That’s it.  Thanks for Giving!

Extra, extra!  Read all about it!  Check this out!  I have here the very first issue of The Musepaper!

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The Musepaper (Volume 1, Issue 1): “Relationships and Career”

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On my travels I do run into quite a few souls with questions.  As I was traveling through the quaint, shadowy village paths of Candlebranch, a lovely young man stepped out from behind an Oak tree and asked me to talk with him on the subject of relationships and careers.  Here I have posted a bit of that discussion…

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:  Hello Rayna Tamarin —er I mean Muse.  I have intended that you would come this way while on your travels, I am glad we attracted each other.  I am an Author of the Night, I write only under the light of the moon, it’s when I feel most of my most powerful and meaningful words come fourth.  Both your creativity and my own are of the same nature and we are both Creators.  I also have received part of The Key to The Truth and I have come to know of The Lie of Dolls, and so of course you can see me for what I am and I do do not appear to you as a Doll.  I come to you as you come to my village, because I have a question.  You see, next year I want to move to the city with a Lady Teaghan Lilly-Lenore, a lovely girl I met in my Writer’s workshops where I currently Teach.  However I feel this all depends on whether or not I can secure a particular work-from-home writing job in the city, which is why I want this job to work out so badly… You know, so I don’t have to get some 9-5 to pay the bills, then write in the evening and somehow be a good boyfriend too.

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: It is true you didn’t know her before you wanted this career as a Writer and you want it whether or not she is around. Don’t lay your dreams on any one else because that will only lead to confusion and disappointment for you.

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: Oh, no, I didn’t mean it like that. I want this for me, but it’d allow me to move is what I meant.

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: Say what you mean.

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: I mean it would allow me to be in a less stifling environment.  I want to move so I can begin writing in a more inspiring place.  I feel trapped here in tiny Candlebranch and it is affecting my writing.

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:  Don’t lay your dreams of moving on your career either, same thing.  You have to see yourself as free now, you have to see your environment as freeing and creatively inspiring if you will truly move into that direction at a pace you will recognize.

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:  It’s more of a by-product of getting hired, I suppose.

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:  It’s actually the other way around.  You see, if you think that is true, then it can only come in that way.  So you say to yourself, “How can I feel good, or better, in the place I am now, or the situation I am in now?”  You have to vibrate Freedom and inspiration in order to allow that into your experience —into your life.  You are in a place that you do not want because you are vibrating here.  You are a perfect match to it. The Law of Attraction will give to you what you vibrate with, every time.  It is extremely accurate.  Your external surroundings, match your inner vibration which is made known to you by your feelings and only limited by your current beliefs, so you can begin to change the external by changing your internal perception first.  Then the external must reflect a perfect match every time.

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:  I have been thinking more positively and optimistically lately, at least.  I just need to keep remembering to be aware of how I feel repeatedly so that it sinks in.  You know doing my meditations and focusing on my own happiness and confidence.

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:  Right, do what ever it takes to feel better.  Just begin cleaning up your vibration, small relief by small relief.  Each ounce of relief that you feel is moving you more and more up the emotional scale to the positive side, and bringing you closer and closer to what you have already accumulated in your Vibrational Escrow.  Everything you have stored, like a personal wish list which is always saved for you.  Ready for delivery when you are a match to it.  When you are most happy and most resistance-free.

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:  Yeah, I have to switch gears a lot today in regards to Teaghan….  She was out at a party the other night.  That whole partying thing is still new to me, so my mind was running rampant.  But I just told myself that she’s just having a good time out with friends and stuff.  I’m excited about going to the city with her in a few weeks to visit.

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:  Well you don’t have to party because she does.  You aren’t comfortable with her sense of Freedom because you don’t feel that sense of Freedom within yourself but you are seeking it, think of her sense of Freedom as the Law of Attraction bringing you information and evidence on the subject of Freedom so that you can get a clearer and clearer picture of what type of Freedom you are wanting, when you are sure of the type of Freedom you want to experience in life, then you are able to start lining up with it, or to line up with it, and have it, or experience it.

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:  That’s a great way of looking at it.

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: That’s all it is.

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:  Thank you.  I am going to find my own inner sense of Freedom and then hopefully it will show up in my life the way I envision Freedom to be.

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:  And of course it will.  You are welcome.

: I am trying to decide what to wear for Thanksgiving Day. What do you think of this outfit? The old red dress with the matching hat? I know it’s old but, I want to look my best for the party I am going to. There will be family of my Sweetheart Jorge and friends at the party. I consider dressing up to be enjoyable and an external expression and reflection of inner intention and connection, although some others may see it all as another Doll-like material action. We are here to enjoy what we create in this Physical Realm and something we have created is beautiful clothing, and so I wear garments with Honor and Appreciation. I wear my favorite and best clothes for Celebrations of Appreciation and Gratitude such as Thanksgiving Day as if to complete The Circle. …..Well maybe not this ensemble. I just want to be comfortable… soooooo nevermind. I’ll stick to something more casual…. Shirt and jeans?  Yeah.

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Now as I mentioned in our first meet, I have secrets. I want to share them with you gently so not as to shock anyone out of their shell. I am in as much in a state of awe and wonder as you might be that I am keeping my story logged in a blog like a virtual diary… not because I am not a child of the internet, but because I realize I am gathering my thoughts for the viewing of many people I may or may not know –many of whom may still believe they are Dolls, and may not believe anything I record here. It is an odd concept to share thoughts without knowing who is on the receiving end but, I am certain that if you found this blog you either know of The Lie of Dolls or you already know of me as a pet fashion designer, singer/songwriter, writer, actress, Muse, friend or something else-or maybe all of the above. At any rate I will begin by telling you this: You were guided to this blog by Law of Attraction and you are not a Doll –you are Deliberate Human Beings. Ha ha! It is okay to shake your head like that as you are not quite sure what I am saying yet, but soon it will all become clear again. I am going to help you remember The Truth before long and assure you that you have known this.. Until our next meet….

: Readers Note:   …A little forewarning…
Because I am in a constant state of Becoming and Expanding my consciousness, I have also learned the art of Shapeshifting.   You will find that I will, from time to time, change my form or look in order to alter my perspective and other’s perception.  However, unless the one who looks upon me is able to see with an open mind and therefore expanded vantage, I will always look to them as they see themselves and everyone around them…just a Doll.

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So this is my blog, huh?  Here I am writing this to you all.  I used to be just like you.  Well in fact I still am just like you but I know something now that most of you haven’t remembered yet.  Like everyone else on this planet Earth, I thought I was a Doll.  A puppet, a marionette just dancing for society on strings held and operated by an unknown and unnamed hand.  Still to most of you I am a Doll like you but only within your perception.  This is my story of becoming a Human Being, a Muse and really in every sense of the word: Becoming….

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My name is Rayna Tamarin. As many of you know, I go by Raye or Rayna and you can call me either. You will find me with my Papillon companion, Paris Bebe Cheri. She is my little pixie-like dog, just four pounds, black and white in color and she has a French accent, however she breaks into a Southern twang when she is really excited or happy.

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Short and sweet for our first meet. Let’s rendezvous tomorrow when I write once again. I want you to learn more about me and the secrets I have discovered….